Can I just say, that starting over feels great?
I mean, I'm nervous. I won't lie. There's so much more to know, and there's a lot of pressure because I got hired as a cocktail waitress instead of "working my way up". Their system is entirely different than the one I'm coming from, so it'll take some getting used to. I can't wait until I'm familiar with the new restaurant - I love knowing that I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing and that I'm doing it right and well. I've already been called an over-achiever (I asked to repeat the expo follow because Friday night I kinda got pushed to the wayside and didn't get to see much)...I have a hunch the gentleman was just flirting with me, but he's right - I like knowing what's going on. I expect perfection out of myself, even right away.
Back to what I was saying earlier. I feel like I can breathe. Starting over feels absolutely wonderful. A lot of changes are occurring, and I think it's truly for the best. I have to cut some ties in my life - and it's going to be incredibly difficult. But I have to remember that this is my life and if it's not healthy for me, it's got to go. I'm ready to find some peace again.
Love,
20-something
July 28, 2009
July 26, 2009
FINISHED!
Today was my last day at that restaurant. I'm beyond relieved. I can't believe I'm done! I have to start at another restaurant until I can find a job, but that's okay. Sometimes a little change can make a world of difference. I'm in the middle of training at a nicer restaurant, and should be done by the end of next week. Awesome.
Oh, forgive me. Pardon my absence (I have the attention span of a two-year old)...it seems as though I routinely forget about this blog. Not that it matters? I don't think anyone actually reads this.
Here's my rant for the evening: I miss my friends who recently moved away. I miss Houston and our shenanigans and evenings at the bar, out on the patio singing "I'll Be" and "I'm Yours". I miss Lauren and Zack and trivia nights, a sane person to vent to, and the chance to get to know both of them better. I mean, now I have great reasons to travel to different parts of the US, but I wish they were here. Boo. :(
That's all. This is a really random, useless post. But whatever. :)
The 20-something
Oh, forgive me. Pardon my absence (I have the attention span of a two-year old)...it seems as though I routinely forget about this blog. Not that it matters? I don't think anyone actually reads this.
Here's my rant for the evening: I miss my friends who recently moved away. I miss Houston and our shenanigans and evenings at the bar, out on the patio singing "I'll Be" and "I'm Yours". I miss Lauren and Zack and trivia nights, a sane person to vent to, and the chance to get to know both of them better. I mean, now I have great reasons to travel to different parts of the US, but I wish they were here. Boo. :(
That's all. This is a really random, useless post. But whatever. :)
The 20-something
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