Starting Over

Can I just say, that starting over feels great?

I mean, I'm nervous. I won't lie. There's so much more to know, and there's a lot of pressure because I got hired as a cocktail waitress instead of "working my way up". Their system is entirely different than the one I'm coming from, so it'll take some getting used to. I can't wait until I'm familiar with the new restaurant - I love knowing that I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing and that I'm doing it right and well. I've already been called an over-achiever (I asked to repeat the expo follow because Friday night I kinda got pushed to the wayside and didn't get to see much)...I have a hunch the gentleman was just flirting with me, but he's right - I like knowing what's going on. I expect perfection out of myself, even right away.

Back to what I was saying earlier. I feel like I can breathe. Starting over feels absolutely wonderful. A lot of changes are occurring, and I think it's truly for the best. I have to cut some ties in my life - and it's going to be incredibly difficult. But I have to remember that this is my life and if it's not healthy for me, it's got to go. I'm ready to find some peace again.

Love,
20-something