February 10, 2009

you can exhale now.

I know, you were waiting with breathless anticipation for my return. well, fear no more and fill your lungs with oxygen, loyal readers. I'm back!

I don't have a legit reason for my disappearance. I think I just kinda forgot I had this blog, to be honest. So let me give you a brief run-down on what's up in my (rather dull) life:

-I still work at that restaurant (stab me)
-I'm still single (the knife can go right in the heart, thanks)
-I'm taking the LSAT in June and applying for law school for next year (YAAAAY! The highlight of my life right now!)

Sad when academia is the highlight.

So..."M". We've been hanging out recently, but I dunno...he blatantly chose someone else over me. It didn't work out (she moved a week after they "found out there was a spark" - which really makes me question his judgment)...but it's weird. He's absolutely so sweet. He's cute, works hard, he's pretty smart...but nothing. There's nothing. No "X Factor", as I call it. "C" had the X Factor, for sure. But "C" was also a jerk. Maybe being a jerk and having the "X Factor" are correlated!! Hum...I'm gonna have to ponder this one. Maybe the "X Factor" is that unknown "edge" to someone that makes him seem more...mysterious. Edgy. Probably. I'll realize that Beta males are better sooner or later.

...Pretty sure that previous paragraph made no sense whatsoever. And if it did, get out of my head. I can't have you understanding my random thoughts like that.

So anyway...that's what's new in my life. Oh, and, I have to come up with about $2,000 in two weeks to pay my tuition bill. I'm not real sure how this is gonna work out...

Love,
The 20-something